Laozi said ~ "The snow goose need not bathe to make itself white. Neither need you do anything but be yourself."

Me...

... or the perfect selfish dude of a world.. I should be punished for that!

Feeling like a fool

Again.. this is something that happens. Being doing things to cheer people up, to make effort, to care and to show we care..
In response, getting criticized, being morally beat up and becoming a victim of accusation without any way to defend yourself.. I am tired to justify myself against silly sayings.

Again and again, we feel useless, we feel dumb, we feel owned and no matter what, our present life's option is to stand against the spitting from every corners, even from the closest to you. Because what we are trying to do is not seen as a pleasant present but as a poisoned gift..

Two and half years later..

.. same topic, but with respect!

A bit more than 2 years ago there was this article posted for a local newspaper pointing out chinese restaurants in Lausanne, blindly criticizing its hygiene.. unreal and stigmatizing!
16th august 2007 article

Today the same reporter write a similar article for the same newspaper, but with memories..
21st january 2010 article

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Howard's incredible drum show

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Evi & Dent

Sometimes you obviously don't need to even think a second.
It becomes obvious after you realized you were wrong...
Well let's hope it's not gonna happen, not too often!

Hard as stone, he's forgotten why he happened to be there

Any words can't excuse my silly decision when it occurred on that day. It seemed normal, helpful and even grateful for all of us. It was demanding, it cost time and efforts and it needed a lot of wisdom. It was special and it will stay as it for the coming suns. It became like an experiment.. horrible to say so because there should not be any animals for that. Top of it, I threw one in the jungle. I was blinded and now it is too late.. again. I am asking myself, when is the next silly decision I regret? Experiment of the mental loneliness makes one suffer.

..been trying to make myself share some pain, vomit till blood.. unfortunately it does not work so mildly.. there aren't any other path but to throw myself in that cage of mind.. to be an animal myself. Sorry.

Far away.. even further..

I am causing troubles, I am making things difficult and I cannot make choice, cause I am morally prohibited to.
I am supposed to shut up, I am supposed to keep what I think for myself, I am supposed to let others be happy, I am supposed to do so things will be easier, I am supposed to study well and don't think about any other things, I am supposed to wait for news, good or bad, making me happy or sad, or even mad, I am supposed to endure what I should control as a real guy but that I'm not controlling, but for the "sake" of everyone, I should play second role.. I already have enough of that, I tried to take it easy but I can't, I really tried and I failed. The only result now is the fact I'm burning of frustration from my own inside. The solution is lost and already over but I will do everything to make it never happen again, not without my full agreement, that's the way it is and the one it will ever be!
I am a loser today, and that's just for now..

Bioscience makes me enjoy my sense!

I've got to follow a no-lactosa diet.. I am drinking a half liter glass of cow milk.. and chewing some pieces of swiss chocolate.. What else can I ask h'uh?!?
:holiday:

New Year's Resolutions

No.. this ain't just a girls thing, guys try resolutions for special events!

1) To become mature and stop acting like a spoiled child, cause I'm 23 already!!! 0.o'
2) To accept critics and stop defending myself though I have no reason..
3) To spend a minimal time with my family.
4) To become and stay as fit as that guy in Twilight so I won't get jealous anymore! ^.^
5) To organize my studies in a better way so I can spend more relaxing time with her!
6) To prove why Tigers are making this New Year awesome!

It's Winter!!! Merry Xmas!

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